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straight talking, frank to the core, maniac depressive with a newly discovered morbid fascination for blood and gore.
and i'm fuckin nineteen

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Thursday, July 12, 2007
Higher State of Boringness..!
Gosh! By the name of shopping, clubbing, chilling, gathering, beaching, and anything,, somebody please help me yeah. I'm so fucking boring right now, am doing nothing and waiting for my uni commencement.

Gosh, October is way long to go, darn it.

And I'm pretty annoyed by what had Haloscan done to my all my comments right here. All vanish, like there's nothing left.

And I'm so confused on - whether I should bloggin in Bahasa Indonesia or keep it cool in English? Tho people were forcing me to keep bloggin in English, so I still (can) improve my English *ohh duh! of course I do speak and write a good english *giggle*

Ah, and thanks to all of you who have been so wonderful waiting for me here *Mwahaha..* I will post lotsa lotsa more, especially when I have lotsa things to do.

ah, again, I love this template, so brighty mighty cutie like me *grin* and here, a picture of me, NEWEST!



thinking about shots that I've been wanting to do in a looong time *hihihi*

coming up, pictionary sluts *giggle*




7:47 PM

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Monday, July 02, 2007
Insomnia.. Grrrr..!!
Oh My Gosh!

Look who's here now,, hahaa, it's me, yupz yupz yupz,, I am back with a lil bit of retouch here, new template.

I love it! Simply lurve all the details of the colors, boreders and the design *giggle*

How do you guys find it? Cool eyh?

It's been awhile since my last post, which was,,, omg, December 2006? like damn 6 months ago. And yes, I have lotsa lotsa things to share with you guys! Haaa..

Will update again later guys, hang on, just hang on ok *grin*




9:19 AM

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Thursday, December 21, 2006
My Fashion Picks!
Voila, been looking around too much fashion thinggy now and *snap* from now on I'll be posting Men's Fasion Picks by Me *YAY!* ,,

So let's get started yeah!

These are some of my picks for Men's Spring 2007!

Top Ten: Spring 2007 Menswear LOUIS VUITTON



Top Ten: Spring 2007 Menswear BOTTEGA VENETA



Top Ten: Spring 2007 Menswear EMPORIO ARMANI



Top Ten: Spring 2007 Menswear DSQUARED



Top Ten: Spring 2007 Menswear DIRK SCHĂ–NBERGER



Top Ten: Spring 2007 Menswear NEIL BARRETT



Top Ten: Spring 2007 Menswear DRIES VAN NOTEN



Spring 2007 Mens Louis Vuitton



Spring 2007 Mens Marc by Marc Jacobs



Spring 2007 Mens Marc by Marc Jacobs



Spring 2007 Mens DKNY




Phew,, Those all collections are ostentatiously gorgeous, aren't they? Well, if you think it's fcukin expensive to wear those things, mix and match them will be ok too. For those who live in Singapore, you can check and buy things at Bugis Street *wink* or maybe Beach Road? Hehehe,,

Well, I'm looking forward to mix and match my things right after I can stand and walk properly *aha! And yeah, just wait! *giggle*

Ah, think I have to go now, having my dinner ok, muach!




7:14 PM
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I'm Back,, I mean, I'M BACK!
Hah!

So here I am, infront of my Macbook, writing and listening to the music from my iTunes.

Yes, yes yes. I'm back. This time it's for real. For the first time in two weeks (if I'm not wrong..), I can finally give y'all some tender loving care and undivided attention (YAY!)

But wait, I'm away for a reason ok, few of you guys may not aware or did not know what and where had I been this few weeks.

Well,, *sigh* I had knee surgery, knee implant surgery (damn it! I don't even sure what it's called). Yeah, so my knee cap (patella) was fractured or should I said it was fractured,,? So yeah, after all the hard days in my life (knowing that I had to do a surgery, imagining those knive cutting my skin and blablabla) I learned something. Do not dance swiftly and do not over doing yourself. Well, I really meant it!

And yeah, I feel like a burden to everyone,, you know,a feeling that tells you're just useless,like, you are nothing just a trouble maker.In spite of all of that I still have people that love me.. My mom, dad, siblings, grandma, aunties, uncles, friends etc. They were there to help me. Love you all *hugs*

And now I'm bed ridden. Absolutely can't do nothing much but eat,medicine,therapy,leg exercise, shit and over and over again. And God knows how I'm deadly bored with this condition. Lose myself, I mean I'm just a different person now. Been stupefy myself with lots lots of stupid thought(s). Ah, am I becoming crazy?

Well took a picture of how my leg looks like,,



it looks ugly, see that swollen part at the knee? Ah, I stressed out myself too much when I compare it with the other one, big different!! And I'm too lazy to put cryo cuff on my knee. Ah, been wondering what is cryo cuff? Here, this may explain you.



Urgh,, so now what? I haven't take a picture of mine lately. So so sorry yeah guys, can't update you with all the pics galore and musics. Promise will take some and record some tunes later.

And I'm so fcukin miss going out to town! HAHAHA, I really do :( Damn it! Especially this upcoming Christmas with all the pretty light and the fancy things around, grr...

Ok then, I guess I should sleep, it's 3.02 AM rite here, so catch up later yeah guys!
Muach! Nite..




2:07 AM

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Monday, November 27, 2006
I'm Worried,, Damn worried!
Ahh, sorry for the late update yeah guys, been resting the whole weekend and yes, I am tired. Not because of doing something or whatever thing. It's about my leg, I mean my knee. I'm tired thinking of it again and again. Since I did soome research about ACL, and to be honest it's freak me out. I just don't realize that I went through this thing, like, Oh my God it's really happens to me.

So now, I really really want to recover myself from this ACL shits, I'd do everything I could to walk and back to normal. Thanks to Matin for explaining this stuff to me and calming me down, you'll be a great doc soon yeah ;)

And also, I've been very pesky to everybody and myself, I'm sorry tho,, *sobs sobs* I don't mean to be pesky, infuriating or bollocks, guess I was just too stress being home and the anxiety of me. Anxiety makes me feel stupid, slow, lazy, hopeless, and detached from the world. Duh!

Ok, I think I need to listen to my own recording which I've had done with my brother, haha, yes he's like my sound engineer and I feel like a real superstar,, I mean singer, hahaa,, Ok, come sing along with me yeah guys!






Kutemukan dalam pencarian
Cinta sejati untuk hidupku
Kurang lebih yang seperti dia
Kuharap dalam cintaku

Ku tak mau menjanjikannya
Pasti bahagia bila denganku
Biar dia rasakan sendiri
Betapa gilanya cintaku

Reff:
Aku memang pencinta wanita
Namun ku bukan buaya
Yang setia pada seribu gadis
Ku hanya mencintai dia

Aku memang pencinta wanita
Yang lembut seperti dia
Ini saat ku akhiri semua
Pencarian dalam hidup
Dan cintaku ternyata
Yang kumau hanyalah dia



It's originally sang by Irwansyah, u might catch his glimpse on his debut movie, Heart. Nice movie, I like the soundtracks (all songs were written by Melly Goeslaw).

Hahaaa, ok, I hope you guys enjoy it yeah, although it might be a little bit pitchy though *giggle* But well, I did enjoy the recording stuff with my bro, I can tell that he got the talent,he's just like my dad.



Hahaa, well, randomly post this thing. Do I look that serious? Hehehe,,


And I found this damn hillarious Japanese video from Nadzim (hahaa, u know what I like yeah dude :P)



And this one is from Bryanboy, he wanted this video to be spread out to u guys
*grin*




Hahaa, he never stop to make me laugh, you go Bryanboy! :P


Well, I'll update more later k? Let me rest awhile and do some leg movement and yes, I can't wait for the next appointment with the doctor.

C ya!




6:33 PM

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Saturday, November 25, 2006
Tedious,lifeless,bland,flatstale and bla bla bla,,
Aha!

It's been a week since I got injured on my knee. Totally can do nothing much. Hahaha, how strange I became a whinger lately in fact I am not! Duh! Bee lazing around on my bed and couch. Eat-drink medicine-rest-watching tv-sleep and blablaa,, Gawsh, I don't dare to see my weight later, urgh!

Ah well, I promised somebody to upload my hari raya picture(s), especially the one that I'm wearing baju melayu (traditional malay cloth). Haaa, but pardon me, I'm just aware that there is none of the picture with a full body shoot of me. Heee, *wink*



Haaaa,, it's Cynthia, me and my smallest cousin. Isn't he cute? Hahaha, and look at me, I'm so chubby there (damn) hahaa,, Who's cuter? Me or my cousin?




Ok, it's me, my cousins, Aqlib and Oki,, Yes, we're cam whore family! *giggle*





My cousin Rama, me and Cynthia,,




I'm getting sleepy, it was kinda late that time, but hell yeah, see my cousin there? posing like hell *grin*






Awh,, isn't he cute? He's the most gorgeous baby that I've had ever seen! Hahahaa, he's just different from the rest us, he looks more arab tho,, Miss him so much,,


Ok enough enough with the pictures galore. So, what do you think? Hahahaha, actually I was taking lots lots lots of picture, and believe it or not, 50% of the pictures are all me, haha, yes, cam whore!!

Actually I got a photo shoot tomorrow at Orchard. Yeah, a photo shoot among the crowd people in Orchard. Damn, I have been waiting and looking for it two weeks before, and now look,, Urghh!! I'm gonna miss this session, an important shoot for my portfolio tho. I just imagine it, how cool would I be doing "THE BAND" theme, with all black and all those punk rock shit around me plus a guitar or mic or whatever .. Uhhh,,!! Hahah, I feel like wanna jump from 10th storied flat!

Oh yeah, I have a gallery now. I mean my web gallery that I made on my own, haaa! Take a look at here or maybe you can check it at my shoutbox page there on the "leaving" session. Will update it there okay!

Ah, actually I have other things to post, like I've been recording new stuff and no no, right now I'm doing solo, without Cynthia or anyone else *giggle* will coming up next k.




3:17 PM

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Thursday, November 23, 2006
The Gayest Gay that ever Gayed!
Ok!

Hahaha, ok, so you read the title and think about me being the gayest gay that ever gayed? Haaa,, No no, I'm not the gayest gay that ever gayed in the world,, this dude is the gayest gay that ever gayed in the world!



great?



this one looks great,,



and this one is his faves pose,,

Haa,, So everyone of you has been thinking, who the hell is he? Or maybe some of you know who is this gorgeous bryanboy?

*giggle*

Well, know him last year tho from a friend of mine,I was damn bored like I have nothing to do that time. So a friend of mine gave this bryanboy things to me. First impressions that I had was this ticklish feelings about all his photos and stories! Damn simple yet interesting, yay! Love the way he synchronizes everything on his blog!

And I start to wonder, who the hell is he? Cause from all the interface on his website, he looks quiet well known by all the quotes from the press there. And as you can see there, he has a lots lots lots of fans. I mean FANS! Haha, all of em has to pose with his FAMOUS pose, The Handbag Pose! like this,,





Hhahaha,, ok that's me! I'm finally sent a pose of mine to him, and,, voila!! Got my pic on his blog! You can check here
. Oh yeah, that picture of mine, it looks kinda gross tho! Does it looks gross to you? Oh c'mon,,!! Say no and I will give you a kiss on the cheek! Mwahahah!! You can see lotsa same pose on his website, go and check it out!

Oh well, I've been wondering how the hell he can be so famous amos like that. And hell yeah, he's quiet controversy in his country, Philippines..

Ok. Enough with his galore. Let's talk about my recording with my luvly cousin, Cynthia. Haaa, been receiving a lot of compliments from you guys, thanks a lotttt! Hahaha, appreciate it a lot ok ;) Actually I'm a bit mousy to post this song, always have this low confident in myself, I guess I've been thinking of rejection that I might get, haa stupid! :P

Oh well, let me present you Cynthia's other song. No, this time she will sing alone without me. *grin* Erm, I adore her voice, she's the best cousin that I've ever had! Everybody loves her, she makes everybody love her by her pretty voice! Hahaha,, ok, enjoy the song aite!? ;)





You might hear some disturbance there, hahaa, well nothing is perfect aite? Hahaha,,

Oh ok guys, might need some rest, I'll update you soon ok? Perhaps it's something great to talk about. Muach! Luv ya all..




9:13 PM

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
I'm Useless!

I repeat, I'm useless!

Hahaha, how ironic that I'm here, in the bed while other peoples are enjoying themselves!
Grrr,,

There's nothing much I can do now.
Feel so numb in the bed, haha, damn, I feel like a king somehow, just shout what you want and somebody will come and help you!

*giggle*

I'm worried actually about my exam. It's coming soon, damn and I still have to do my assignment, a lot!

Oh yeah, actually I did this recording stuff with my cousin, her name is Cynthia,, She has a great voice, naturally great! Haaa,,

Wanna listen some? Ok, here you go,,



Hahaha!!

Stop it!
I know, I may sound "un-nice" , LOL!
But hey, I tried my best ok, and that wasn't pretty prepared *Mwahaha* ok,,
So just listen and tell me that it's great! And I will give you guys a kiss and oreo cookies!

*blink*

Gosh, it's gettin dark, think I'm gonna have something for dinner,, Oh yeah, for sure I become more fat and ugly this week, miss my diet and gym! Argh!!




6:12 PM

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